[LMB] OT: why I couldn’t join the party, was: Tech marches on

A. Marina Fournier saffronrose at me.com
Mon Dec 13 06:18:22 GMT 2021

On Dec 12, 2021, at 7:05 PM, Raymond Collins <rcrcoll6 at gmail.com> wrote:
> I'm sorry about your Mother-in-law. I hope things get better for you and
> her next year.

Thanks for your kind words. I wish we’d been in Santa Cruz at the same time and managed to meet.

Edna will be 91 in February. I hope that she is able to get strong enough again to handle the toilet on her own. Aside from that, well . . .   .

“Getting better”.  Loaded phrase. 

The dementia won’t get better: it’s a terminal illness. She got polio at 14, and while being strong & active before it meant a better recovery, post-polio syndrome hasn’t been studied enough for there to be specialists found in even all major medical centers. She’s also got rheumatoid arthritis, deafness, a cataract she chose not to deal with, bone & gum loss . . . her dying in February wouldn’t necessarily be a bad thing. Death with Dignity can’t be invoked because of her cognitive loss, even if anyone was able to say “yes, less than six months to live, choose your date & method”. 

It’s life, Jim, but not as we wish it.

A. Marina Fournier
saffronrose at me.com
Je persisterai quand même, car j’ais survécu d’être née
Valley of Heart’s Delight. CA
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